June 2011
2 posts
Love my horoscope:)
People watch you because, like a dancer who’s perfectly melded with the music and become the kinetic expression of sound, you’ve meshed so completely with your life that you’ve turned beautiful and soulful.
May 2011
16 posts
Big mistake or best thing ever?
I have no idea how i’m even awake right now, but since I am, I guess I might as well post something.
Yesterday was the most interesting day ive had in a while. A very good friend of mine gave me an ultimatum that I had no idea was coming. I was pretty much brain banged by it and had no clue how to answer it. I hate confrontation so I gave the answer that I felt would make them happy. So...
“Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy :P”
“Definitely ended my high school years with a bang!”
“Oh what a day, just glad to be home and ready to relax and unwind from a...”
Listen
“Another day another life lesson learned”
Eff my flipping Prom date.
Dateless cause of this stupid ass hole…. Its okay though, Im moving forward and on an adventure/hunt for a new (much better) prom date :)
Senior Skip Day:)
So today like many seniors, I did not go to school. Unlike many seniors however, I did NOT go to the beach. Its not even that nice out. I guess I did participate in senior skip day but I was already planning to take the day off, those AP exams made me too tired to go to school and it was way to nice to be stuck in that prison we call school. Plus, I was not looking forward to all that body odor...
thinking thoughts
Today was one of those days that just makes me miss the past. I got to unexpectedly hang out with some people that I havent really chilled with in a while. It was a great surprise, and a much needed one. Just when I was beggining to lose hope in true friendships, the universe found a way to reconnet me with people that I know will always be there for me no matter how long we go without talking or...
April 2011
14 posts
random thoughts
So yesterday I got to thinking that life is too short. I mean by the time we finish high school, we are done with almost a quarter of our life. And we dont know when we will die so we might even be done with half our lives. Everyone dies but we are all so scared to think/talk about death. Its a part of life. I know its sad, depressing or w.e but we will ALL die. YEsterday I decided to live life to...
“I’m in repair, I’m not together but I’m getting there”
Acceptance
After many sleepless nights, and many hours spent contemplating this problem from all angles, I came to a great resolution… I have stopped trying to hold myself to unrealistic standards. I mean, Im still gonna do my best at whatever I choose to do, but I will no longer obsess about trying to be what others expect of me or trying to live up to unrealistic goals that I set long ago. A great...
“you just mad at you man, you aint really mad at me
You took the hatred of...”
Today :)
So back to today; I didnt have to go to school cause I had to go to an NHS conference. I won an award and I was totally shocked. When I saw that it came with a money prize too, I was wicked excited. Then, I had a tennis match. My partner and I had only had one day of practice together this season but we put in our all and ended up winning on two tie breakers. It wasnt my best game, but it made me...
Back to life, back to reality
So today I had the best day that Ive had in a while. I guess you could say I was kinds in a slump for some time. Today however, I feel refreshed, my mind is clear of useless clutter and Im actually happy:D I am usually smiling so I guess most people havent really noticed that havent been myself for a while now. My closest friends noticed that I was becoming more and more withdrawn…. I just...
Its over she got colder cant locate where her...
March 2011
6 posts
Need to stop procratinating
So I was supossed to study for like 3 hours for my calc quarterly and like an hour for my psych quarterly then take a nap, then finish my english paper. I fell asleep and just woke up like an hour ago. Im screwed. Hopefully I dont fail too badly but I feel like im gonna fail anyway. School has gotten so hard lately and with being sick all the time, I have no time to do anything anymore. I really...
xodiemiebum asked: Nellaaaaayy, will i be seeing a lot of posts from you now!? *excited*
fallmorelow asked: Hey Nellz!
first blog or w.e
So this is the first time ive posted something:) Hopefully i’ll enjoy tumblr and i really hope it doesnt take up alot of my time cause facebook and twitter already have me so behind in school work. anyways, so im just gonna be posting whatever is on my mind and just random stuff.haha. now i just gotta learn to use this and i’ll be all set.
